excited is the word

no, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing right now.
what am i feeling about you?
how am i feeling about this moment?
do you know?
can you please tell me?
if you could, then you should, babe.
i mean, you're not the same.
i mean, to me.
in my head.
this is not the same since our... thing started.
and a huge less before things grown and changed.
i feel it bigger or different.
but never smaller.

if i'm scared?
no, i'm not.
i'm excited.